Well, what has been on last month?
I got water-baptized!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... on what day? I forgotten, but wait till I get my cert.
After BSS, I had to catch up on my homework which I have abandoned for a week! Good thing, I managed to finish in time and the next thing was Mid term. As usual, I studied a day before each subject. (PROUD TO SAY) :D Yay, congratulate me for surviving two week's exam by studying everything a day before!
Last minute preparation shows 'wonderful' results too... For the first time in my life, the results I aimed for is a PASS. I don't put such high expectations on ALL subjects because everything was last-minute! haha
So far, the papers I got are.... (THANK GOD, NO FAIL YET! :D)
- English - A
- Modern Mathematics - A
- Pengetahuan Moral - B
- Physics - A-
- Biology - B
- Chemistry - C
- Additional Mathematics - B
After exams, everything came back to usual. BEING BUSY IS WHAT I DO BEST! I can really tell you that the week before school break was HELL seriously. It was the most hectic week I have ever been through~
Tuesday (1/6) - Preparation for campaign and finishing Sivik folio
Wednesday (2/6) - Campaigning and MORE CAMPAIGNING!
Thursday (3/6) - Prefect election and a pile of homework comes in..
Friday (4/6) - Teacher's Day celebration and then, headed for tuition till 6pm
Saturday (5/6) - Supposed to attend a meeting but got too exhausted plus had no transport. Packed bags for Marriott Hotel in Putrajaya.
Sunday (6/6) - Went to church and then, headed to Putrajaya.
See??? But at least, I survived! haha
Oh yeah, for readers who are not from CBN, let me show you my logo which I chose for the prefect election.
Cute huh? I present to you, Totoro :D
Well, the campaign was fun and stressful! Fun in the sense when we promote ourselves while stressful in the sense when we ran all around the school searching for hand-outs all ours.
Despite the moments of being busy and optimistic to survive busy schooling hours, there are rough moments too. Have you ever felt that someone you cared about doesn't bother you anymore? No matter how much attention you get from others, THAT PARTICULAR PERSON WILL NOT REALISE... Well, I'm in that situation.
Honestly, I don't wanna seek attention from others but only hers. Even communicating with her is so difficult now and THE EXCUSE I OFTEN USED IS THE WORD B-U-S-Y. Well, I blame myself for that but no matter how much I tried to keep myself out of it, I KEPT FALLING INTO IT! It was a piece of cake to give her a hug or talk to her two years ago, but now although she's near but yet she's so far away. Is it my turn to get stuck in teenage depression? Haiz... why now?!
The best solution I got was to GET OVER IT! But easier said than done because everytime I forget, she reappears in school. SO AM I STUCK IN THIS DILEMMA UNTIL I LEAVE SCHOOL?! I used to love going to school because she will always be there, but now I loathe it because I'm actually suffering from both my busy-ness and depression.
Believe me, she don't need me anymore as she got peers that she can go along with AND I'M ALWAYS TRYING TO ACCEPT THAT FACT but it never works because she's my listener and that shows that I still need her. She listens to all my problems and almost everything I tell her but she doesn't really tell me anything about hers. Truthfully, I barely know anything about her anymore... except her birthday. THATS ALL! This really upsets me and I ABSOLUTELY THINK she don't even know about this! haha
Wow, that's a great feeling for spilling everything out in an abandoned blog! Oh well, she won't even notice that I post this up here. hahaha
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