O.O I just realized that yesterday was the worst day of this year! I ACTUALLY CRIED IN FRONT OF A TEACHER... haiz, after chemistry some more. I think showing that I'm strong and able to take harsh scoldings didn't work this time as I burst out in tears as soon as she left the class.
Unfortunately, after all that... when I was able to calm down, she reappeared in front me and this time, I WASN'T LUCKY AT ALL! She saw me from afar and called me... Negative thoughts were running across my mind but I stayed strong as I went to see her. Hahaha Then, the hilarious part came along as I thought she was going to lecture me. But instead, she advised me what to do next time and avoid doing everything on my own. *Looking at her face* Tears shed as she went on.... OMG wei, it was just automatic! Why?! And my Add. Maths teacher who passed by showed her concern.
People : A reminder~ Please do not say "It's ok" when I'm in this kind of situation. It will make tears pour like rain even more.
Why why why??? I blame myself though as I checked everything from windows, rubbish bin, white board BUT I FORGOTTEN ABOUT UNDER THE DESKS! That was my mistake, and teacher spotted that... haiz, How can I be so careless to miss a spot?!
Sometimes I really wonder :
Am I good enough to be the class monitor of 4U?
(I'm totally fine with the pressure and stuff.... but seriously getting scolded for 10 times from the same teacher is really discouraging. And this 10th time happened to be the WORST as it affected me emotionally. You may not know how many more times I will get scolded in oder to satisfy her requirements as a class monitor. TT
Nevermind, I will just let bygones be bygones.... there's nothing much I can complain now. All I can worry now is my pile of homework and log books. I guess staying busy can help me forget about what happened yesterday.
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